I know I haven't written in a while...I've been busy working extra hours at my job and also buying and building up my DJ/Karaoke business. I've spent quite a bit of time on ebay looking for good deals on lights. I have had some luck. I am also working on getting a better digital camera so that I can post some pictures on my site of some of the gigs and also of the small town I live in. I promise I should have everything ready to go within a couple weeks.

Money...Money...Money...and with school starting soon I have to make sure to budget new clothes and supplies for my son into the equation also.

ABSORB THE POSITIVE....THROW CRUMBS TO THE REST. peace....tylastarstruck

Here's wishing everyone a safe and Happy 4th of July!

Today I started typing in all the new songs, using Microsoft Exel, and I found myself dwelling on the pathetic evil doers that continue to haunt me. I try not to dwell on the negative, but apparently it was time, once again, to decipher the things I had stored, yet pushed back, in my mind.

Pathetic evil doers, by the way, are those who make up lies about others, in an attempt to destroy reputations, and who go out of their way to find flaws in those people that give them nothing to gossip about. I know....sad but true. When evil doers attack, you usually "hear it through the grapevine", because the cowards never have the guts to say things to your face. So then eventually you find out what lies so and so has been spreading and that 3 or 4 other bitches are spreading the same lies. So, What do we do?

Well, some might just blow a gasket and kick some ass. I myself find the old "hide and watch" technique quite useful. Kickin back...collecting bits and pieces of the puzzle, all the while acting like I don't know a thing. This takes a bit longer, and the"evil doers", being inferior in the intelligence department and all, will really think they have you fooled. But by waiting patiently, it's almost certain that I will find the source, the evil lie supplier, and of course kick their ASS. This way, I have not wasted my time with the little puppets that spread the lies and are convinced the source is their friend, when in fact they are, as I just stated, PUPPETS. Puppets in a show that is about to be cancelled. LOL :)

FYI: This article is just a deeper, more artistic way of describing the small town gossip protruding from a few sorry wannabe's. Think of it as poetry. :-) Don't worry about me though.....I've got plenty of ammo...and I didn't have to make up any lies to get it.

T.C. N.R D.C W.B.

My 8 yr. old son is out of school for the summer and I am trying to plan some fun things for us to do together. Swimming is about the extent of the activities available here in the summer, so we will have to travel a bit for more exciting activities. My step-father bought my son a super nice set of beginner golf clubs, but he will have to teach him how to play because golf is not my strong sport.

My social life still completely sucks, that is where dating is concerned. I've known for quite some time that there does not seem to be many nice, single, cute guys in this small town of 5,500 people, but this is ridiculous. I went out to a couple of bars Saturday night. It was the first time I had been out in the bars, besides work, in four months. I found, once again, that I am not missing much. I never go to the bars looking for men, I just really enjoy talking to all the people and seeing some I haven't seen in awhile. I admit I got a bit drunk Saturday night, but it looked like the same old shit to me. I've got to find a better way to meet people.

I am happy to be getting an implant tooth to replace my original tooth that broke two years ago. I am not missing the front teeth but one directly to the left. Last week I went to an oral surgeon and they put a titanium screw into the bone. The bone will then grow and heal around the screw and when it is healed well enough they can attach the tooth. It could take up to four months for the healing, but because my bone is in such good shape I'm hoping the tooth will be finished within two months. Think this will help my dating scene??????

The implant tooth is expensive, but because my other teeth are in such good shape it is definitely the best choice. A flipper, which is removable, would have been much cheaper, but I just kept picturing me eating or singing and the darn thing flopping out. :)

I hope everyone is doing well and thanks for all the comments you have left on my blog. I plan to try (TRY) to update more often. Thanks for taking the time to read. Best Luck!